1000 HMC - Day 67

Devil Wears Prada ;)

my hiro, buat hal lagi...selalu nyer klu something wrong ngan hiro...sy susah hati sangat...ari yg cerah tetiba jer mendung...tengahari lak ujan...oh! sejuk sket hidupku.

Oh! menci nyer sy pada ISO nie...semlm i just wasting my time tunggu auditor kehormat tu masuk bilik dokumen...ikut schedule kol 3pm-4pm...af 4pm, tak nampak batang hidung pon..then, call tanya nak dtg ke idak, dorang kata tunggu..tunggu...auditor nak check benda lain lak...sampai kol 5pm, sy buat bodoh blah balik umah...opis time sampai kol 5pm...yer, la klu tak sempat nak dtg bgtau la, cancel n esok lak, nie dak...ikut suka atie depa jer....nie janji apa nie? lepas tu pepagi depa org dah kejar sy lagi...rupa nyer nak check ari nie plak...dorang suh dtg kol 9am...sampai dorang call, sana sinie, so sy datang lewat sket. Hm..semalam sy dah tunggu cam org bodoh 4 hours, now they need to wait for me 16 minutes. Sy buat muka poyos ajer la....dorang panggil auditor tu, tuan aji...last2 masa nak kluar tuan aji tu kata kat sy..."terima kasih puan"...hahaha...klua dia tuan aji, sy nie dipanggil puan...adakah muka sy yg poyos nie ada iras2 nenek kebayan kot...hahaha. Ala2 citer yang sy nengok dalam movie mlm rabu jer....Devil Wears Prada ..tp sy tak ler mampu nak pakai Prada...huhuhu, pakai heels pasar malam ader ler...

1000 HMC - Day 66

Black :(

and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
i'm spinning, oh, i'm spinning
how quick the sun can, drop away
and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
of what was everything?

all the pictures had all been washed in black,
tattooed everything...
all the love gone bad, turned my world to black
tattooed all i see, all that i am, all i'll ever be...

i know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
i know you'll be a star
in somebody else's sky,
but why......why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine?

1000 HMC - Day 65

Hot2 Summer Day, 'ere
Miss A pepagi dah sms-ing me, suh survey hotel kat penang...Hmmm..sy nak gie penang end of may pon blum gie lg. Inikan nak cari hotel for d august plan. Excited bebenor minah nie nak gie her best fren wedding dia...heheheh. Since, sy tak plan gie memana 2day coz panas sangat kat luar, sy nak lepak2 kat umah buat laundry n surf d net jer la...sy maleh nak gie giant cari tuna, so sy buat pasta original tomato sauce only...hmm...taste not bad, chewah! (puji diri sendiri..hehehe). oh! semenjak du menjak nie ber-eksperimental ngan pasta ler plak...selepas nihon ryori...then, ptg sy gie walk2 @ TBJ lagi, cuaca cam mendung jer, bila rasa cam nak ujan sy pon balik awal, sayang nyer tak ujan pon. So, sy singgah giant beli canned tuna. Balik modify sy nyer pasta sauce n makan2 lagi...hehehe. rasa nyer sedap original tomato sauce dr yg tuna tomato sauce coz tuna yg sy beli tu dah hancur sangat..so, hancus recipe sy...ada org kata biskut lemau yg ada kat umah sy tu pon rezki gak tu..kena syukur...huhuhu. so, sy insaf sekejap, n makan that nokori pasta tu dengan pejam mata. tis morning ada nokori lagi bawa opis for bfast...dah jadi cam mee bandung la plak...telan aja la...

1000 HMC - Day 64

I wore tis for my dinner, but didn"t get any prize. tu pon, dorang dah kata, nie pakai kasut apa tinggi melampau nie...huhuhu :(. Y i'm sooo unlucky dalam cabutan bertuah nie...nak dapatkan gula2 sebiji pon tak pernah...huhuhuhu. haiiii..bila la nak pakai kasut kesayanganku ini lagi...on august masa kawin sarah ka?... lama nyerrr....but it won't suitable coz we plan nak ronda2 penang cari nasi beriani ka, char kuew teow yg sedap kat penang...klu kasut nie tak lunyai, i'll got a blisters...sapa tak sayang kaki weiiiii....;)

hmm...semalam sy dah sakit tekak, tp x mau jumpa dr. Last nite balik lewat, makan buffet rupa nyer, makanan cam x cukup jer. 2day pagi2 dah glabah terkejar2 gie klas wihtout proper bfast. Then, balik, sambung tido...hehehe. Bila bangun balik, dah selsema plak. lunch at 4pm...check fridge, nani mo nai waaaaaaa! huhuhu. yg ada yoguruto,., epal lemau n biscuit lemau. apa nak dikato. Ada pasta kedo, tp x de tuna...nak kluar maleh pepanas nie...so, makan biscuit lemau cicah teh panas..hmm..lunch cum tea time...2day semangat nak walk2 gak kat TBJ. rasanya dah sebulan tak menjenguk TBJ. Nak jog x larat, so walk2 ajer la..tu pon dah termengah2 tak der stamina...huhuhu. Selain tekak, yg lain back to normal. de, balik melayan miss A yg baru nak port kat opis..minah nie bz giler babas, malam ahad masuk opis coz besok dah nak outstation ker Labuan...sedang relax2 nie bonda lak call...Tanya, janji nak balik, biler x jadi, tak call bunda...uwaaaaaaaa...ya, ampun bundaku...sy tlah mungkir janji, sebab sy letih, sy ngantuk, sy kepanasan yg melampau sampai lupa janji nak balik weekend...huhuhu...Nie mesti bunda dah prepared my favorite foods...hehehe. Bunda kata ia risau sampai kepetang, tak sampai2 lagi...sedih sy dengar bunda cakap cam gitu...sob..sob...Sy kata, next week sy balik but, still ada class gak even friday cuti kena balik petang sabtu gak...Oh! bunda kesayanganku...or, haruskah sy balik esok, hikaeri...nengok ler cam mana, klu sy rasa nak balik sy balik pepagi esok..klu dak next week ler...

1000 HMC - Day 62

tis's story 'bout my big bro.

last month sy balik kg, dia satu family pon balik kg gak. So, I told him that i've 2 same model of tis red ferrari model n still didn't get another ferrari model coz when sy isi minyak at shell station, mamat cashier cakap model nie dah sold out. :( Sy pon x tau apa nama model2 ferrari nie coz klu sy nak sy bgtau color apa, black, silver, yellow, red. Since red ada 4 models, sy akan tunjuk jer la yg mana yg nak...hahaha...so, funny! I don't even know about ferarri model, but still nak buat collection gak tu...Actually, sy nak bg the extra model tu to someone, but bf nak tanya nak ke tidak, dia dah berlalu pergi...huhuhu. So, I think better i give it to my big bro. last time I gave him pugeout Le mans racing car pada dia (even sy pon nak keep it)...oh! baik nyer atie sy...erti hidup pada memberi...and i keep the pugeout concept car. jauh sy beli model car tu..kat Paris lagi...hehehe. Anyway, klu sy nak sangat sy boleh pujuk my bro. minta balik ;) lantak ler buruk siku ker idak...We just a bro n sis! As usual dia buat deque aja. And the story end...Last nite, ntah apa mimpi dia, my bro sms-ing me...as written below...

my bro : Adik, keta ferari ko yg ada 2 tu pe namanya.

me : 430 scuderia ada stripe merah kat tgh. org nak ferari yg warna merah sport car tu

tp x der menda itam kat blkg dia.

( dalam hati : Yeah! yeah! abgku nak carikan model yg sy x der...

dia mesti gie tanya org petrol pum or member2 dia...yahoo!)

my bro: Ferari FXX ke

me : yer la kot. model nama tu jer yg x de

( gie check out all the model boxes)

my bro: FXX 2 sama dgn enzo patent dia. Owg de 2. Awk amik yg 1st model. bleh?

me : ok la (dalam hati : enzo patent nie apa ke benda nyer? apa2 jer la...)

my bro: Yg lama ni. cermin clear. bleh nmpak dalam

me : org dak x isi minyak kat shell dah. bila tanya model fxx tu asyik x de je

my bro: sama ar 2

me : ok. org nak

my bro: Modl tu mmg dh x de kat mana2 ptrl pum

my bro: Awk simpan nnti owg bgi awk kete 2

( Yeah! yeah! my collection is completed now!)

baikkan my big bro nie...out of the blue sky tetiba still ingat apa yg sy nak n sanggup bg model car dia. Even, when I small, i used to play his "toy soldier collection" n his 'small model car' kat bawah rumah.... I pernah minta jam tangan yg dia pakai dengan pujuk my mom suh bagi kat sy ( biasala guna kuasa veto my mom...sy kan adik) the script was like tis...heheheh.

bunda : man... bg jer la jam tu kat adik...

my bro : mana, bleh! suh dia beli sendiri la

bunda: sian, adik tu. kan dia tengah study...susah klu x der jam

(me: senang buat muka seposen :( )

my bro: budak mengada memang cam gitu...

bunda: beli aja la yg lain, kamu kan dah keja

my bro : :(

bunda: ngan adik sendiri pon x mau mengalah, apa kes nie

my bro: yer la..yer la...

(me: sedang berlagu riang dlm hati..lurve ya bundaku )

then, a few months later sy hilangkan jam itu...huhuhu. And another one, sy suka dia tukarkan my big proton stering to sparco sport stering - yellow/black tu sampai patah stering tu sy guna. And another big bro. gie tukar sport stering momo- red/black . don't like it as much as the earlier one ;(. About my lousy drive skill, he always says, "adik ko bawak keta kebal jer la, senang nak jaga n main blasah jer"...he's the one yg sy called klu xcident...why? nak called bunda, she'll worry to much. Call my big sis, dia akan membebel..bla..bla...call my another big bro....takut...so, he's my saviour during the bad time..hahahah. he never makes a promises but out in the blue sky he just fulfill my wishes...lurve ya bro ;)

1000 HMC - Day 61

Bila sy dengar lagu nie, saya akan sengeh sorang2...hehehe...dengan sedikit modification from AAR lyric....sy cam tak puas hati jer ngan seseorang tu.....rasa cam nak blasah jer org tu...hahahah.

I wake up every morning with a big smile on my face

And it never feels out of place

And you're still probaly sleeping at a 2 to 7 pace

I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face

Hope it gives you la..la...la..., hope it gives you la...la...la...

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you la...la...la..., hope it gives you la..la...la....

Now where's your picket fence, love?

And where's that shiny car?

And did it ever get you far?

You never seemed so tense, love

I've never seen you fall so hard

Do you know where you are?

And truth be told I miss you

And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face

Hope it gives you la..la..la.., hope it gives you la...la...la...

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you la..la...la..., hope it gives you la...la...la...

Now you'll never see what you've done to me

You can take back your memories, they're no good to me

And here's all your lies, you can look me in the eyes

With the sad, sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face

Hope it gives you la..la..la..., hope it gives you la..la..la...

When you walk my way

Hope it gives you la...la...la..., hope it gives you la..la...la...

1000 HMC - Day 60

Kawan sy, miss A itu sangat baik ati. Dia akan sms sy kol 2 pg bgtau yg dia x leh tido, baru nak tido, etc...or kol 3pagi, org kol 4 pagi. Selalunya sy akan terjaga n baca sekali lalu, tp maleh nak balas sms dia. The next morning, otw to work masa tengah jam or waitin to red light ---> green (boring time) baru ler sy balas...hehehe. Sepatutnya sy bangun, buat sholat malam and balas sms Miss A ucap trima kasih kerana kejutkan sy beribadat.....kawan dunia akhiratku...memang susah nak dapat member cam gini...Tp selalu nyer sy akan sambung tido balik..huhuhu. Now, she is busy doing auditing works. So, susah betul nak roger2 Miss A selalu. tis morining she gave me a full report (thru sms ler) about her vacation at Cameroon highland...sy x puas hati dia x ajak saya ;( at 4:02 am...pasal dia mimpi xcidence ..mimpi saja...at 4:03am and pasal wasiat suh bayar balik filght ticket gie penang pada mak dia klu terjadi apa2 kat dia (kira wasiat ler nie) kol 4:08am...

1000 HMC - Day 59

Help! Help! Save Me :(

Oh! ari nie sy memang 'poyong" @ boshiteru..huhuhu. susah hati sangat, so call bunda n dengar bunda berceloteh sampai abih kredit hp. terpaksa pinjam hp kak B utk call bunda balik cakap dah takder credit. Takut2 klu bunda duk tunggu depan phone still waiting for my call. 2day, even kluar dah lambat tp sy lenggang kangkung buat tuna sandwiches bawak gie opis...banyak plak tu. ingat luch time nak makan sandwiches aja, kak B & M, ajak gie lunch kat luar lak...ikut aja la. Cam mana, last sy pegang hp kak B n letak kat dashboard keta, trus lupa. Biler balik dr lunch nengok hp dah tak der...Apalagi, rasa bersalah yg amat sangat n risau dah...abis ler kena ganti. kak B still cool n suh ganti biler dapat next salary...I feel so bad, sebab hilangkan barang org atas kecuaian sendiri....poyong betul la...sora dah nak nangis..huhuhu. Then, Kak B n Mr. M duk menakut2kan sy jer...lepas tu dorang gelakkan sy coz hp tu kak B sorok dalam handbag dia...uwaaaaaaa! crybabe :( buat malu jer, nangis depan dorang cish! the crown is senget...hehehe. Demo, yokatta! sy tak perlu perabuh duit beli hp...yahoo!

1000 HMC - Day 59

tis morning about 3am, a heavy rain in klang valley...tetiba terjaga n blinder goyang2....alahai, naper la lupa tutup tingkap la plak..sambil pejam mata, trus tolak tingkap kaca tu ngan kaki...hahaha, that what I called multi-tasking cam spiderman..;), baru nak sambung tido, pintu bilik lak, gata...gata...gata...tetiba jer duk bunyi bukan2...so far semua tingkap kunci, ntah mana datang angin nie...time2 nie trasa cam i can't live alone....jaga memlm dok horror sesorang...uwaaaa....so, buka pintu seluas2 nyer n sambung tido...then, about 5am, ada call in la plak, since my hp always vibrate mode, nengok number tak der kluar nama, dalam mamai2 tu, takut2 la ntah ada emergency from kampung about bunda or anything happen to my big bro. ka, tapi stil malas gak nak jawap.... so buat bodoh ajer la sambung tido. Sorede, ada msg masuk lak...checked that msg nie yang sy dapat "Baby how is your health today I hope you are all right? Why you don't want to pick your call?" Hmmm...sapa la pagi2 rimau nie dah meroyan call org, salah number lak tu...Klu nak tunjuk kasih sayang, cinta bla..bla...jgn jd psycho la...buat nakut aku jer risau 'bout bunda jer. Tgh maki2 minah (aku rasa cam amoi kampung mana ntah...maybe ipoh mali kot coz ayat skima giler...hehehe) nie dalam hati, sempat foward pada Miss A, now, aku lak mengada2 nak sms Miss A pepagi buta. "Sapa la sesubuh rimau ni cal aku. Nak meroyan kol 5pagi ngan msg nie....bla...bla...". Then, sambung tido balik. Zzzzz.....After an hour, a real wake up called for Subuh. Aku hantar msg..."Sori dear, slept wit sumone else. U better cry until yo heart out n jump into any lombong in klang valley" hahaha....acah ajer...aku tak ler sekejam itu....I just msg her/him with "sori dear, itink u r wrong number. he3" baik nyer sy tak maki org nie...;) Kak B suh gie tepon kat public phone, buat Crime Scene Investigation, but it just wasting my time n money ajer...balas msg minah psycho nie pon aku dah menyesal...suppose aku buat bodoh jer as usual...That's it...Gotta go.

Hmm...cam mana nak buat keja klu portable hard disc drive yg sy minta kat dia, buat2 lupa lak...so, sy meng-hima-kan diri..la...la...la. Can't bear ngan org buat slowly nie...bg suggestion tak mau trima...so, leave them alone...hehehe. Continue citer psycho ni lg la...brani dia call back 'bout 9am tis morning. Passed pada kak bib ngan she said that sound like "kaki pukul"...uwaaaaaa! apa salah sy. Now, the "her" become "him"...Lagi la kecut perut nie...Then, kak bib kata don't bother 'bout all these things. They just made a random call...Sah2 psycho! Then, brani sms lagi...tuleh apa pon sy dah tak ingat coz cecepat delete....huhuhu.

1000 HMC - Day 58

He's Just Not Into You ;(

Oh! minggu ini KL Int. Book fair (KLIBF). Lupa lak nak gie. Akhirnya sy gie gak nengok HJNITU..hehehe. Tapi tahap biasa2 jer even ramai artist yg popular kat situ. Cuma hero n heroin kureng kenal la plak. Citer celaru, banyak sangat plot ke sana ke mari. Klu settle satu prob jer sampai keakhir paham ler teman. Nie dak, semua nak letak masalah memasing. Anyhow, happy ending jugak la, yg best ada lagu keane "somewhere only we know" masa Alex realize yg dia suka kat GG. Biler la Miss A nak pinjamkan buku dia tu...

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm getting old and I need something to rely
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
so if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everythingS
o why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know.

huhuhu. For me, life is much more complicated than in the movies...so, tak payah wait for any signal dah...when Miss T ask, apa citer pasal OOO tu, apa ker nama nyer? She is always lupa nama org, or salah sebut...I just said , It's seem that I'm just out of the radar...dah tak der blink2 dah...senyap sunyi, gelap gulita....huhuhu. Apo nak dikato...just be strong n move on ajer la...Actually, td cam nak makan pasta, tp tak pasti ada satu japanese pasta restaurant tu halal ker, dak, so, bought all the ingredients and rush balik coz dah lapor sangat, balik masak pasta sendiri...hehehe. Nyum..nyummm...

1000 HMC - Day 57

Adeh! cepat nyer masa berlalu...pejam celik, pejam celik dah abis satu minggu, tambah2 lagi ngan everything yg buat palerku fening, sampai dah nak demam. 2day, af class, gie appoinment with my doc., then gie ambil baju kat pyramid. Ingat nak catched d movie, but showtime yg ada kul 8pm n 11pm...ajak miss A katanya dia bz keja n esok nak gie cameroon....hmm...tunggu sampai esok ler, catch the early show, mesti dapat seat yg baik punyer. Balik dr jumpa doc. sms Miss T. Now, she's not in the mood of talking with me, bcoz ada crisis ngan En. OOOO. When, all the promises is not fulfill yet, the ship is sinking so fast, and everybody want to "selamatkan diri memasing'...salah ker...susah nak dapat true pada dunia akhir zaman nie...hehehe. Eh! apa la tetiba sy merapu benda lain nie...hahaha. Ok la, biarkan la Miss T ngan problem nyer. Nampak gaya nyer kena cancel nak gie kelantan on July, ingat nak trus vacation to east mesia...sib baik tak booked flight lagi...ok la, nak melabuhkan mata...esok nak walk2 kat TBJ...Uih! dah lama tak jenguk TBJ...n jangan lupa bawa gloves n stocking...he3

1000 HMC - Day 56

Ok, activity dah selesai..letih jangan cakap la...letih bangat. But, x leh tido awal ler plak...nak meluahkan prasan pon still tak der mood. huhuhu. Nak ambil photos using my camera pon tak sempat. Nak pakai yukata yang baru tu pon tak sempat. Semua nyer kira tak menyempat la...2day datang pon rasa cam nak demam jer...paler jam, nak read all those theory mory nie...since, nie jer project yang kena siapkan secepat mungkin. Tiap2 ari duk menung depa pc, nak menyiapkannya. Oh! everything dah settle about Penang. Penang here I come!! Cam tak pernah gie Penang jer, Last time gie ngan Miss M doraibu n ronda2. masa nie blum putus sahabat ngan Miss M, tp la nie memasing membawa diri sendiri dengan ke-bz-an idup memasing......member paling best gie ryoko sama. Doraibu...jalan2 Mesia.

1000 HMC - Day 55

oh! paler sy pusing, kaki sy sejuk..badan sy dah seram sejuk. rasa cam nak demam jer...saikin amari chanto tabenai...hopely, I lost a pound or two. Samada lupa nak makan or tak der selera nak makan coz risau ngan event2 semua nie...cepat la esok berlalu...dah tak mau pening paler lagi...huhuhu. shumatsu nie otanoshimi ni eiga o mini ikitaiiiiiii.

1000 HMC - Day 54

spend my weekend at A-Famousa Melaka....:) Not so bad, even without a family., huhuhu. Those lil' kids just make me happy. They're so cute n naughty. Sib baik bukan anakku..hehehe. Yg best arranged for the sukaneka n everybody took part. Klakor nengok bebudak kecik2 yg tak paham instructions. Blasah aja la... Then, bila ada yg dapat adiah, siap nangis2 tak mau share ngan others sibling....salah depaorg suh syprepared hadiah. manalah sy tau, kena bagi semua...sy bagi ikut family. Tu pon, bungkus hadiah sampai kol 2 am. and by 6 am dah kluar gie class. On that day (saturday) tu memang rush sungguh, ditambah ngan nebozoku lagi..huhuhu. Dah ler kami sesat sampai ke air keroh n patah balik to simpang ampat toll. Best jugak duk lepak dalam resort yg ada private pool sendiri. Good for family gathering. ada la sikit pengisian oleh tuan presiden, then, we all relax with the family. early morning after subuh, Miss T n me just walk around (sampo) nengok2 banglow yang cam tak berpenghuni. Yang ada pon banyak keta from singpore nyer plat no. maybe, singaporean beli or sewa coz kat songapore mana la nak dapat nak duk umah banglo cam ginie...Kami kata, ibu2 tu pepagi tak leh la nak nombiri cam gini coz sibuk menuruskan anak, pon dah dikira exercise. Haiii...klu la, my every weekends spend quality time cam ginie, mesti badan sy dah solid molid...hahaha. Seblum b'fast gie walk2, menyedut udara segar, melt up all the fat, cam kat europe dolu...Lepark tepi pool, teringin gak nak jump in, sayang sy lupa nak bawak baju yg sesuai. Actually, ada kat opis...hehehe. Oh! makanan banyak sangat sebab semua org ingat tak cukup makanan. Sampai, bagi2 bawak balik.

Balik ikut Miss T survey barang hantaran kat Nilai 3...hmmm...decoration hantaran pon dah rm1k over, tu blum isi barang yang bagi lagi...Nowadays, marriage/wedding not just a god biz but a good biz for certain party. Sian kat bakal pengantin pening paler. Sy pon cam nak rebah jer, duk followed Miss T dari satu kedai ke satu kedai, coz sy tak cukup tido n ngantuk bangat. huhuhu. Sambil2 tu, pilih2 utk diri sendiri, nanti senang ler datang duk tunjuk2 jer...hahaha. Then, we talked how natsukashii nyer wedding masa kami kecik2 dolu, n semua simple2 balut ngan colourful papera jer. Miss T nak buat big fat wedding means gorgeous garden wedding n at the convention center somewhere in KL. But, not KLCC la...Miss A dah booked fireflyz to Penang for miss S wedding on August. Dia ajak sy, sy kata ok jer la...Bleh jalan2 penang makan pasembor...flight tickets seem so cheap. OTW, balik KL hujan la plak, KL. Tapi sy sudah melabuhkan mata dalam keta sampai ler nak masuk jalan duta, cian Miss T drive sesorang. mesti dia menyumpah dalam hati, co-pilot dia tido lak..heheh. Dia pon mengantuk bangat tu..hehehe. Sampai jer, umah Miss T, aku kata tak yah naik atas ler, nak trus balik sambung tido..hahaha.

1000 HMC - Day 52

Uwaaa! pagi2 sudah buat hal. Memula sy cam nak buat bodoh jer, maleh nak menyibuk2 akan hal depaorg...last2 sy gak yg berpeluh gie call sana sini, cari kunci. Then, naik sampai 3rd floor, buat2 sibuk dan perihatin. Ingat nak bg bilik lain, then, tak sempat sy nak jadi superhero,masalah dah selesai...hahaha. Yer la, semenjak, depaorg datang sinie, memacam extra job yang kena buat. Cam menjaga keajikan mereka termasuk dalam kami nyer job spec ker. Manyak cantik. Sampaikan nak cari map malaysia pon sy kena settlekan. Cari jer la kat net kan...memula aku ingat nak route LRT/commuter. Rupa nyer peta mesia...sy pon cari kat net gak. Sib, baik dapat. Barang pindah sikit, tp still dalam kotak coz, rak tak der. Yang ada meja kosong tu aja la...Dah ler barang kami banyak, maklum la dah menghuni bilik nie for 7 years...Since, phone n phome line still tak der, kami buat tak tau jer, tak masuk2 bilik baru. Tunggu all the necessities tu semua ada, baru kami totally, pindah. 2day start pikom PC Fair kat KLCC. Ingat nak cari laser printer murah, but clash ngan appointment to......;), then, esok ada brainstorming session. Do my brain need a storming like that...hehehe. Stay 1 nite n 2 days kat A'Famousa Melaka. lalalala...duk villa yang ada private pool...heheheh...Ahad balik tak tau sempat nak kejar PC Fair n ada ker printer murah lagi...huhuhu. Miss A dah gie nengok He's JUST Not Into You semalam...Cis! sampai atie dia tak mo ajak sy...;( Lepas tu asyik citer kat sy jer...Buku yang sy minta tu tak mo bg pinjam lak tu... Hopely, next weekend hima sket n bleh la aku nengok morning show sesorang...af jumpa Dr.-ku Oh! Dr.-ku miss U muchhhhhh. Tis morning ramai lak kengkawan menegur sy kat ym..hehehe. Ada yg sorang nie, duk panggil sy MAKCIK! Cis! kurang asam betul budak nie...Lepas tu ada hati lak nak tanya2 job2 utk dia buat part time. Malam sket la sy nak tolong dia, lepas dia slumberland menyakiti ku...hahaha! jadi org jahat kejap. Sometime, just wonder why people , men especially, suka buat joke bodoh yg pissed off, in the end...rupa nyer ada hidden agenda rupa nyer... Klu nak minta tolong pon berbudi bahasa la sket...dah tau nak minta tolong and org yg nak diminta tolong tu org baik2. Lain la, hang nak minta tolong ngan Along ker...guna la bahasa yg brutal2 tu...Even, I've a job (memang x der pon buat masa ini), I won't give to him. It's about a choice, so peduli apa aku nak bagi kat sesapa...Sorry, I can't tolerate with somebody with no manner like that..tak kisah ler dia ikhlas nak kutuk sy or just plain joking...hahaha!

1000 HMC - Day 51

Fowarded e-mail from Che S :)

Nak memperbaiki diri kenalah tahu mana kekurangan diri kiter kan.mana yang kurang kena tambahkan...Mana yang lebih kena lebih2kan... So, Jom kiter check and balance our life.

SIGNS OF WEAK IMAAN

1) Committing sins and not feeling any guilt.

2) Having a hard heart and no desire to read the Quran.

3) Feeling too lazy to do good deeds, e.g. being late for salat

4) Neglecting the Sunnah.

5) Having mood swings, for instance being upset about petty things andbothered and irritated most of the time.

6) Not feeling anything when hearing verses from the Quran, for examplewhenAllah warns us of punishments and His promise of glad tidings.

7) Finding difficulty in remembering Allah and making dhikr.

8) Not feeling bad when things are done against the Shariah.

9) Desiring status and wealth.10) Being mean and miserly, i.e. not wanting to part with wealth.

11) Ordering others to do good deeds when not practising them ourselves.

12) Feeling pleased when things are not progressing for others.

13) Being concerned with whether something is haram or halal only; and notavoiding makroo (not recommended) things.

14) Making fun of people who do simple good deeds, like cleaning themosque.

15) Not feeling concerned about the situation of Muslims.

16) Not feeling the responsibility to do something to promote Islam.

17) Being unable to deal with calamities, for instance crying and yellinginfunerals.

18) Liking to argue just for the sake of arguing without any proof.

19) Becoming engrossed and very involved with dunya, worldly things, i.e.feeling bad only when losing something in terms of material wealth.

20) Becoming engrossed and obsessive about ourselves.

1000 HMC - Day 50

Oh! sy sedih sangat coz my hiro buat hal lagi...sakit2 selalu..kepalaku juga pusing memikirkan nyer...nak buat keja pon x gumbira...hmmm...why?! :(. Ok la, tiada apa yang ingin ku kata selain melayan kata2 ini...huhuhu

This time...
I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
we'll play out like a scene
straight off the silver screen

So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that
I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you

So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that
I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on‘
Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on‘

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me

Ohhhhhh.Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there'
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

1000 HMC - Day 49

20% ANGEL: enjoying F1 race dlam ujan..hahah...race la lagi bagi terbabas that million2 dollar car tu...baru mencabar mat2 saleh yg tak experience ujan ribut kat mesia nie...hehehe. tak best ler, tak sampai separuh (23/56) dah kena suspended and semua dah bungkus keta nak masuk dalam kontena...huhuhu.

Tis week sooo, bz sampai tak terasa pon cuti dah abis n esok dah masuk keja balik...huhuhu. Af class trus balik umah, nengok my sis still tak balik2 sr opis. Janji kol 2pm dah nak balik kg...dia buat hal lak, tak balik2. Mula la nak hangin satu badan masa tu. Sib baik tak cukup tido, take nap. Kol 5pm baru balik. OTW, kami makan crepe A&W dalam keta ...hahaha. Sampai betul2 dah nak maghrib. Sib baik bonda dapat 6 senses yg anak2 nyer nak balik, so, dia goreng ikan kesukaanku itu...sayangggggggg bondaku. Apalagi, trus makan ler....Jalan otw to my kg still under construction, memang truk ler keta. Sib baik tis time, tak naik ketaku..hehehe. Tp memang letih abis...then, lepas isya' memasing cari port sendiri utk melabuhkan mata. The best thing, my bro pon balik satu family...Apalagi, trus tak leh tido ngan my 3 lil angels, duk bergumpal, bergaduh2, melompat2 rebut toto...uwaaa! tension btul org nak tido nie. Oh! my 6 senses begitu kuat skali sampai my bro pon join balik kg sama. Then, my mom kata dia nak tebang pokok dorian...uwaaaaa! Bonda, plese don;t. Dia protes sebab semua org tak balik last time masa musim dorian...yg balik pon, tak makan dorian lak...hehehe. saya ler tu...Ada ker bonda bagi alasan klu pokok tu tombang nanti kena rempuh umah...hmm...apa jer la, even aku tak suka makan dorian, but pokok2 tu ada sentimental value for the Isaac Clan...:( Then, early, morning bond, anak, cucu duk berkumpul, berhimpit2 nak dekat ngan bonda, sampai tunggu org gie beli roti chanai. Best sangat dapat kumpul sama2 n relax2 pagi2 ahad. The extra ferrari model dah janji nak bagi my bro, suh dia cari one model yg saya tak dapat2 lagi tu....my sis nak cepat2 balik...menci betul la...nak lunch pon tak sempat...bonda mesti sedih kami tak sempat rasa masakan air tangan nyer.....tapi apa nak di kato aku ikut org...klu aku yang drive, aku meti buat bodoh jer, nak balik ikut time aku. Balik, masa tu punyer la panas....sampai2 trus tergolek sambung tido...hahaha. Then, rasa nak kluar gie repair baju yg aku dapat cam guni tu...so, sambung misi yg tak tertunai last friday nite...Oh! heels itu memang ditakdirkan disarung ke kakiku yg halus mulus ini (prasan jap)..apa la org lain tak mau beli, klu tak mesti aku tak terbeli...hahahah. Ms A kata aku kena cari mat2 saleh kat europe tu, klu tak, tak der sapa nak kat aku nanti...Cis! aku kata, tak per aku pakai heels tu masa aku kluar ngan dia, mesti dia tak kisah...hahaha. Dengan lain2 tu pandai2 aku la pilih another shoes...Hmmm..tak sabar nak pakai heels tu...tp biler yer...masa kawin Ms S bulan ogos nanti ka...oh! begitu lama sekali...Nie pon satu, Ms A da strt nak booking fireflyz to Penang la plak. Oh! tis year, asyik2 nak gie penang sesaja. Aku ok jer. One is down, a few more to go...:)

1000 HMC -Day 48

Sy tak leh tido lagi, even dah after midnite...perutku penuh ngan salmon pasta n 1000 island sarada...huhuhu....tis evening secara tiba2 aku mengingati mu...chewah! nk berkaraoke lak tengah malam buta nie...oh! sudah suboh ka? Ok! back 2 d topic. Actually, secara tiba2 aku n Miss A gie layan F&FIV..hehehe. Secara tiba2 Miss A nak meluangkan masa utk gie even dia tengah seriously bz n nak maki hamun staff jer....begitu memahami temanku ini...tapi kami dapat 3 rows from front...duk mendongak n rasa cam nak masuk bawah keta bila action pack tu...hahaha. Since, 2day is d 2nd day, so sampai row kami pon penuh. Oh! terasa cam kakak2 ler plak coz kami 2 org jer yg gaya2 kakak baru balik opis (memang pon), n yg lain may be teenagers or mamat gamers...hehehe. Ok! buat yg tak sempat nak masuk panggung coz bz memanjang, sy nak bg sinopsis beserta komentar yg tak bertauliah...korang mesti bengang klu aku citer seblum korang nengok, tak thrill konon...piirah! Cam ginie citer nyer. Aweks Dominic a.k.a Dom (Van Diessel) kena bunuh ngan penjahat. So, as a hero, Dom bengang giler coz aweks dia kena bunuh kan, dia pon nak cari penjahat tu n nak balas dendam la...typical hollywood hero or bollywood or malaywood..apa2 jer la...Then, lepas Dom dapat agak thru gaya2 penyiasat CSI, dia duk cari ler sapa dalang yg bunuh aweks dia yg nama Letty nie...lepas dia duk backhand mamat2 workshop n gang yg upgrade keta, so dia dapat ler tau gang penjahat under Braga (ketua penjahat ler) yg nak buat lumba2 keta. Now, part my hero lak, Paul Walker a.k.a PW, dalam citer nie luper lak nama dia sapa kerana terpegun ngan kehenseman Paul...;) dah naik tarah jadi FBI agen la plak...actually, part 2, 3 saya tak nengok, so, agak2 jer la...hahaha. Hmmm...PW dah matured la...tak best, he was much better in Part I....Then, as usual dia jadi undercover yg nak join race sama...Tp Dom n his sis (bekas aweks PW) dah tau yg dia tu polis. Depa bengang PW nipu dorang pada part2 yg lepas. So, dorang race for Braga, masa race dia route guna GPS, ala2 main game la plak....Then, insan2 terpilih nie, telah disuruh utk transport drug to Mexico. part nie, ala2 Frank Martin dlm citer Transporter la plak...Who cre saper yg nak transport the thing, n noname. masa nie Dom dah tau spa bunuh awek dia....So, dia bertekad nak balas dendam ngan mamat Feniix nie...masa action dalam tunnel nak go thru mexico border tu best...cool jer...aku suka. Bila, sampai jer, Dom jumpa fenix n dia letup keta2 tu...and ambul 60M drug n simpan coz nak umpan utk tau spa Braga. lepas tu...lepas tu...lupa lak....at last rupa nyer Braga tu, orang tengah yg deal for everything. Braga dapat balik drug dia n chow gie mexico. Dom n PW gie kejar ke Mexico, and tangkap Braga nie lepas dia sedekah duit dia sket kat paderi church n beria2 berdoa dalam church...apa punyer penjahat la nie....Senang2 jer, Dom acu pumpgun kat dia n gari bawak balik LA. Oh! semesti nyer gang2 jahat kejor ramai2 ngan keta yg power2 tu...Then, lalu tunnel kat border tu...masa nie sebijik cam main computer game...memlilaau2 action pack....hahahah. Last, keta PW dah berpusing2 terbalik...and then, PW dah cedera, fenix nak tembak PW, then, keta Dom dok rempuh Fenix yg tak sempat nak tembak PW. masa nie aku tutup mata ngan tangan sebab tak suka ada unsur2 horror disitu...heheheh. Last2 baru keta polis sampai ngan heli kat atas...hahahaha...ala2 filem tamil la plak. polis dtg biler citer nak tamat....PW minta Dom dibebaskan as free man atas kes2 dia yg lepas, tapi mahkamah nak penjarakan 25 years...So, Dom kena pakai baju orange tu, n naik bas penjara...OTW, ada la plak PW, n Dom's sis n 2 org mamat tak hensem dia duk follow memlilau depan bas penjara itu...So, maybe ada the next F&FV, versi Dom dilarikan dari penjara plak....hahahah. masa tu aku cast jadi heroin la plak since awek Dom dah RIP...hehehe. Miss A mesti bengang coz dia nengok F&F sebab dia suka kat van Diesel...:). Ok, la tp x der keta yg vogue sangat, tahap biasa2 jer n more tu games things...so, siapa2 yg tak suka comp. games cam sy tak trasa thrill nyer...huhuhu. Kami kluar for maghrib n gie dinner. lepas pikir2 ajak Miss A gie TGI Friday coz tak pernah makan kat situ. Miss A kata masa dalam panggung pon dia dah teringin nak makan kat TGI Friday..wah! siap ada 6 senses lagi tu, tp kami menyempat try heel kat kedai dekat2 TGI. Naper heels nie nampak comel n sexy meksi biler disarung kekaki ku....berseri2 lak kakiku yang kematu nie...cis! tak puas hati betul...Tp sy kata apa kata kita makan dolu..kang dah beli heels tu tak der duit nak makan lak...Yukkuri tabetari, hanashitari, bla...bla...sampai kol 10:30, kluar2 restaurant, kedai tu dah closed lak...klu lepas nie termimpi2 kan heels tu, esok af class nak gie kedai tu balik...heheheh. klu sempat la...oh! esok ada class rupa nyer, siap ada exam lak tu....huhuhuhu. Chaiyo2! lepas tu nak balik kg lak, melepaskan ghinduku pada Bonda...lupa lak nak roger2 bonda seblm balik, so dia akan beli ikan kesukaanku itu...tak per guna 6 senses lagi...beep...beep..beep....GPRS, satellites....

1000 HMC - Day 47

Selamat pagi Jumaat!

2day sy datang cepat. Sangat ler cepatnya nyer, even bleh singgah kedai mamak order roti chanai n pit stop kat shell station. naper yer jalan tak jam 2day....semua ambil cuti gie nengok F1 kat Sepang ker...Isi minyak kat Shell ingat nak cukupkan collection keta Ferrari tu...tp yg tinggal semua model yg sy dah ada...nak lagi satu model tu, utk cukupkan collectionku...doushiyo! Last week terbeli model yg sama...sapa nak! sapa nak!or nak bagi sapa yer...hmm....oh! dekat rumahku ada kedai mamak baru buka..tersangat ler dekatnya....bleh berkejar beli roti chanai..hahaha. Bila nak ajak Ms A a.k.a Ms Vampire Slater n Che S, duk lepak2 kat mamak. Ops! depa tak suka lepak mamak, depa suka lepak kar starbuck, but since starbuck dah x leh gie (proxy to zionist) Ms A kena cari port lain...hahaha. Maybe bleh ajak Ms T coz dia suka lepak kat kedai mamak area Solaris..hehehe...Miss her much..Dia selalu bz maleh nak kacau. Oh! last nite Ms A try called me, but as usual miss called ler. Biler sms tanya "apa hal", dia nak booked fireflyz ticket to Penang. Ahah! penang lagi ker...nak ajak sy nie dia nyer bestfren Wedding on August. Sy kata, OK! klu ticket tu less then RM100 and mesti balik malem isnin tu jugak...apa la Ms S, buat wedding on Sunday, buat ler on Saturday, senang kami nak balik....tp peduli apa dia ngan kami, huhuhu...dia yang nak kawin, suka ati dia la nak pilih date.

1000 HMC - Day 46

oh! maleh nyer la nak packing barang...huhuhu...since last tuesday, hantar 3 boxes and x der tempat nak letak, bior jer all the books n files dalam kotak...the room look bigger, coz dapat bilik sesorang....sebab sekarang kena share duk 2 org...gonna be lonely, time2 boring....huhuhu, coz x der member nak kaco. Tp chotto kurai...i need a lot of vitamin D. Nak datang on saturday af class, my sis ajak balik kg plak..hmmm, next week dah bz ngan new intake..best nyer klu ada 2 rooms, bleh lari2 gie sana sinie...lagi satu depa org nie menda kecik pon duk cari aku...tak leh setting IME ngadu..printer x leh guna ngadu...aku lak yg jadi technician yg x bertauliah gie try n error, install IME. Now, dorang ingat aku terror pasal computer, sikit..jer...panggil aku...hahaha. Pasal nak gie beli mineral water pon aku kena settle-kan...dah tak der jual kat shokudo, gie ler beli air lain....suh gie shokudo lain, tak tau lak...suh aku lukis map lak...hahahah...macam2 la dorang nie. nak marah pon x jadi coz jadi bahan ketawa lak....stressful sangat memalam tido awal...Then, Miss A a.k.a Ms Vampire selalu sms, luah prasan pepagi...So, Sleeping Beauty Princess dah gaduh2 sama itu Ms Vampire...Oh! lupa lak, dia ikut waktu Arab n aku ikut waktu Roshia...hehehe. Sib baik arie nie Ms A, kata aku nie makcik trendy coz dressing pon gone case. Ish! cam tetau jer aku ader beli dress baru...hehehe.