1000 HMC - Day 316

I'm bored...huhuhuh...So, I just re-write an adaptation from Greg's Anatomy story ...

Not so long a go in an unknown galaxy far far away, I was dating this Stone-Tempered Pilot. And when I say dating, what I really mean to say that I was sick in love with him, while he tought I was a "really good gurl". Needless to say, things fell apart. We had one of those awkward "no status" relationship where we're not seeing each other anymore. "excuse me, I know you're just that into someone/everybody else, but can we love each other?". Ouch! Who said that? ME, as it turns out. I was so smitten (read: in love with not getting what I want) with this guy that I was sure that if I was just love him, taking any crumb thrown my way and ignore all "the signs", he'll find me attractive again and want me back. Well. it wasn't long before he decided to bail. So off he went to pursue his career and more important her new gurl (sigh)....



I've been the saddest gurl in the world, with mangled heart and the certainty that getting over him was impossible. I've been the gurl who not only suffers through an unhealthy, demoralizing relationship but then goes back to it in hopes that time spent apart has inspired him to love me enough to change or even try. And guess what? It didn't. I've been consumed with despair, confusion, anger-truly devastated by the end of a relationship that I thought was going to last forever. But for whatever reason, getting over this guy took forever. He was my Kryptonite. And like superman, I was powerless in his wake. But, you know that superman always figures out a way to overcome kryptonite. Now, defeating kryptonite and getting over a broken heart is incredibly tough.

My heart was broken once, twice, thrice and I kept fix it with all kind of tapes - masking tape - scotch tape- sellotape....and my broken heart looked so bad...very bad...who want that ugliest heart?....nobody- including me....so on and so off...I made decision to do an open heart surgery by myself... gone through a critical period for 3 days and it was the worst thing in my life...vommited blood, suffocated, my brain..owh! my precious brain, nearly damage...with no medication what so ever...I got through those 3 days silently...so silent that I can't hear my breathe anymore...it hurt each time I'm breathing, but at least I knew that I am still ALIVE, only with broken heart disease. The saddest thing is no cure is the cure. Now, need to go through 3 weeks theraphy which is taking a lot of Vitamin H...



Yup! It's lesson to be learnt...an experience to be knowledged, etc....

The moral of the story...Eat-Pray-Love

Eat Less ( who want to be sad n fat?...not ME!)

Pray a lot (or you'll lost your way)

Love Sincerely Unconditionally

Be the Best (even when somebody/everybody knock you down) and alwiz the Best

"Love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't."
with this I rest my case
Thank You
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1000 HMC - Day 315

Today (April, 25th 2011), sy telah menghabiskan usia sy sebanyak 13075 hari...

wow! if converted to hours..It become

 13078 X 24 = 313, 800 hours.

 then convert to minutes

 313800 X 60 = 18, 828,000minutes

...then, convert to second...errr...can you do tis calculation for me...I just wonder how much seconds left for me then....

and I wonder how much of tis time I was thinking about my creator, my ALLAH...

owh! insafffff...insaffff...huhuhu

Should use tis techniques for my next exam...errr...mine will be subjective and oral.
mampuih den nak menjawab nyer...huhuhuh
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1000 HMC - Day 314

helo....helooooo....2day is monday...adakah anda tahu....Yer...bagus...bagus...sebab tau yg aie ni Monday...Everybody (or at least my fren) alwiz feel blue on Monday...tak der mood nak keja la, tak prepare for work la, dtg lambat keja coz heavy jam la...ciankan monday, cam org bg bad reputation for Monday...apa salah Monday...it's just a day same as another day...same as Friday...sooooo, why should you/me give a different feeling to Monday n Friday....Dolu pon, sy sama seperti anda juga...my heart n soul alwiz unprepare to work on Monday...

But, lately, I love Monday ...I'm happy on Monday...Change from Blue Monday to Golden Monday (suka hati sy la nak pilih mana2 kaler pon kan...)....Early monday morning, excited to wish all my dearest frenz Happy Monday or Happy Working Day...especially, when my weekends soooo blast with good xtivties, met the dearest somebody or everybody, did every little things...soooo, I carried away to Monday and through the whole week...

Of course have a lot of work..heavy duty work yg x pernah habih2....huhuhu...but, I enjoy it and life with it! Carpe Diem...Duk diam2 n do my work happily

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1000 HMC - Day 313

I'm back in Momentum...errrr...not momento, wokeh! Yup! sumthing like a Physic law dalam buku teks Form 5 yg kiter blajar dedolu...Mean...there are velocity and energy..even dikala monday morning nie, ujan since dr subuh sampai ker la nie....

Even, not a week balik dr Aussie (dalam atie korang mesti nyampah biler sy mention...Aussie..Aussie...Aussie..errrr...still not out of my system yet....so, korang kena banyak bersabar...heheh).  Yersterday, my sis n me went to putrajaya utk test run my sis new bicycle...best sesangatttt....I (not we) walk-run-cycle dr Masjid Putrajaya sampai The Palace of Justice then, turn around ikut menara tinjau...cycle around the park...last skali makan roti chanai n drink teh tarik at esplanade...adalah kurang lebih 3 hours we explored Putrajaya...A very...very nice place n doing outdoor there was very relaxing...Tp sayang seribu kali sayang, the best well planned area kosong jer cam death town...org mesia tak brapa suka exercise...Went to europe n NZ, Aussie, Japan...totally, kat city area mat saleh/japanese jogging tak kira waktu...tengahari panas2 pon ada org berjogging...like I said last time (lupa lak biler...huhuhu)...exercise is about discipline...brapa banyak org yg slim melim yg jogging hari2...hello! they don't need to lose their weight..but, they still do it....but, klu U join marathon, there're many extra pounds people join marathon...so, it is not about the kilos but if you want to do it - you do it...

Hmm...niat nak citer benda lain, terciter pasal benda lain lak...I'll make use my old mountain bike (what! u have a mountain bike! kata korang dalam hati...) and start ronda2 putrajaya again....and again....and again....and bring my camera ....



Ok, back to the real time story...My lovely BFF nyer BFF married yesterday...Alhamdullilah...I am happy for her.....when I'm so bz (errr...prasan Bz with my Aussie kick start), she SMS beria2 nak jumpa....certain people, or most of my frens...if they"ve serious matters mesti nak jumpa gak...so, sy bleh assumed it's sumthing big....sy lak, lain....dr yg lain...klu penting sy kena bg tau right here right now...tak kisah ler guna telephone ka...sms-ing ka...Fb-ing ka...Blueberrying ka, Black Berry-ing ka...burung merpati ka...code moss ka...corong org jual surat khabar ka...I can't wait maaaaa....so, sambung citer balik...so, sy kata "errr...ko nie nak kawin ka...." tp dia tak mau cakap the truth gak...ajak lagiiii....sampai la sy ke Tasmania....dia still sms, tanya biler nak balik...dia saja yg tak berkira sms sy jauh2 (terharu sesgt sayaaaaa...) tanpa mengira yg satu sms RM2 (rasa nyer dia x tau pon...hehehe)...at last dia minta address kata nak hantar kad kawin...gottcha! (dah agak dah lan..)..tp sy sms balik  kata, "ko sms jer la kat dewan mana ko nak buat majelis...aku dtg punyer"....still nak jugak alamat umah..."alaaa...scan jer la kad tu, nanti aku balik aku print out la..."...sambil sy tengah memanjat cradle mountain dalam freezing temp....last2 sy mengalah bg jer la alamat umahhh....dia sms lagi...nak nama penuh plak....lorrrrr...cam lak postman che nama penuh kata depan sampul surat tu....lagi satu, nama penuh sy pon x tauuuu...grrrrrr....nie nak marah nie.

Then, biler sy dah abiskan 2 weeks ober the sea...balik the 1st week stil x dapat kad pon... a day before the wedding baru dapat "perutusan raja sehari"...Dapat card pon sesat barat...maps kat kad pengantin tu salah ler....huhuuhu

Haiiiiii...asyik jd dayang jer...since drama Tanggang masa Standard 4....

bler la nak naik pangkat jd permaisuri nie...huhuhu

1000 HMC - Day 312

pernah dak dengar lagu nie...

I’m coming home
I’m coming home

Tell the World I’m coming home

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes

I’m coming home, I’m coming home

Tell the World that I’m coming

tis is my theme song for my return of the Jedi..chewah! cam la bru balik dr war zone...hmm... maybe from the outback...i'll write all about Aussie under MyAussie...Tis entry just letak photos as a promo...ngeh3...

I just just want to say/recommend that 'klu ouls (pembaca blog kesayanganku sekelian), ada rezki lebih time-money-member yg suka travel...u should go holiday at least kat Melbourne...a week wil be enough...jgn ikut sy coz sy holiday 2-3 weeks n semua tempat nak di redah....especially, money la coz Aus$ 1 = RM3...sama cam USD...memang sakit gak lebiler convert to RM...but all those 3 factors ( i call it a lurve triangle coz all 3 must be balance if not tak menjadi)...come n goes....so, no worries...lalala...make use of it-appreciate it-love it before its gone by...



In tis journney my lovely Pinkish SONY DSC-T10 jatuh kat salamnaca market (Hobart) after 4 days kat aussie...aligment dah lari n banyak parts yg dah tertanggal BUT it work very well...stil bleh bleh snap...owh! I love this sony camera coz tahan lasak cam sy gak...muahaha...

Then, my spec retak on 5th day there, sy still pakai...muahaha...org kedai, org bas, org jaga pintu mesti gelak dalam hati nengok minah rabun pakai spec retak...but, on 7th, lens dah tertanggal n can't survive anymore...another week I enjoyed Aussie dalam kerabunan yg nyata...yg klakar, sy still kena jadi co-pilot, reading the maps...baca tanda jalan etc...biler kiterorg masuk Melbpurne City center dah malam, sy kena baca maps guna tocrhlight....huhuhuh..,.isn't that cool...korang tau tak ALLAH tu maha BERKUASA ( of course korang tau...sambil cakapa dlm hati...) sebab jadikan mata kita nie bleh melihat hujung lautan yg beribu batu (horizon between the ocean n sky).....even korang rabun cam sy...hehehe...



3rdly, kaki sy tersepit pin bus coz auto open, n 2 jari kaki sy nasib baik tak patah (sy agak2 ajer coz x jumpa Dr pon...) n bengkak....

2 weeks, makan nasik 4 kali shj (tu pon indian cuisine yg halal) sampaikan sy bleh bau nasik lemak bungkus daun pisang a thousand miles from Malaysia....muahahah...Dlm flight sy bleh beli Cup Noodle yg rega RM6 sebab dah terliur dengan bau maggi...

i ate 4 bars of snickers dlm flight coz 1 day before flight lansung x makan...huhuhuh....

I think i gain extra pounds (blum timbang lagi)...huhuuh