1000 HMC - Day 100

Celebrationnnnnnnnn! celebration!!!!!

yaho! this is my 100 journal...Oh! berjaya juga akhir nyer.....issho no takara mono....hehehe.

For this special blog sy cuma nak letak my poyos face jer la...

hahaha

1000 HMC - Day 99

2day is the 1st day posa...last nite gie tarawikh at Mesjid BK...Oh! kena dtg awal coz susah nak dapat parking dekat2 mesjid...so, kena parking jauh2 n berpeluh gak nak jalan kaki dengan telekung yg gedodoh2 tu...1st day unexpectedly, org ramai..biasa la memula ramdhan. semua bersematngat but nengok ler akhir2 ramadhan nanti...Tis year mesjid BK buat standard 8 rakaat. Compare last year, imam akan buat 20 rakaat tp biler dah 8 rakan bleh dikira ngan jari saf yg tinggal...then, yg balik awal nie lak buat bising ngan anak2 n deruman keta n motor yg kluar dr mesjid...memang susah nak concetrated after that utk 4 rakaat yg seterus nya...InsyaALLAH weekdays after keja nak port mesjid negeri...means lepas keja trus tak balik n balik lepas tarawikh...memang very tiring...but nengok la cam mana nanti...de, weekends nak gie mesjid2 lain lak...nak usha2 Miss A..klu2 dia rajin nak join buka posa n tarawikh sesama...

I hope this Ramadhan will be better from the last ramadhans...Balik tarawikh cam nak sambung citer mari bercerita semalam..tp trus kelain lak..tetiba nak dengar lagu the Reason by hoobastank utk mengubat luka dihati...hehehe...Lagu nie dah berkurun lama n susah sekarang nak dengar kat radio dah...so, sy dedicated to somebody...nak dengar2 dengar la, I don't give a damn anymore...hati saya dah hancur berkecai dengan apa org dah buat pada sy...ok! marilah menghayati kesyahduan lyric..lalalala.

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

1000 HMC - Day 98

hmmm...depa2 nie suka bebenor buat meeting waktu tengahari jumaat...mentang2 la dorang tak g sholat jumaat...kami pon tak gie, so, suka2 hati depa buat meeting jumaat...dah tu, klu bermeeting2-an ini sampai nak dekat kol3pm baru nak abis...dah terkejar2 lak nak zuhur n g kelas...Oh! esok posa ghupa nyer...hopely, bleh sambut ramadhan coz klu diikutkan dah start bercoti wajib...huhuhu. Hopely, malam nie bleh tarawikh di mesjid BK....weekdays kat mesjid negeri klu rajin n ada gang kat shah alam nie...this week memang tension habis.....nak kata tension pon bukan jugak la...tp tension la.....apa yg sy merapu pon tak tau la...oh! minggu yg penuh dengan air mata n gundah gulana...confiusion...bla...bla...
Ok! mari mulakan dengan sesi bercerita....cam nie citer nyer....Sy tak paham, bila org nak jumpa sy...sy kata "nanti lah.."(coz sy yg perasan bz nie belum ada masa yg sesuai..)...then, org kata sy sombong....then, bila sy kata "ok!" and try to make my time available dengan meng-cancel-kan or rearrage activity2 yg dah memang ada dalam schedule...tetiba, cakap "sorry, tak jadi I ada...bla..bla...". Or bila bagi alternative date, la......lansung tak reply kata ok ker tak...part yg tak reply nie yg buat sy angin...apa la sangat harga menghantar sms utk bagi jawapan "ok or not"....

Petang nie VC nak merasmikan the New Library...to be Cont.

1000 HMC - Day 97

Last week! What a week!
1st case...
sy keciwa coz org batalkan something setelah sy dah bg a chance to make myself available....Cancel my appoinment, and give the invitation card from Japan embassy tu pada org lain, supaya dorang ada peluang nak makan2 japanese foods yg sedap dan mahal harganya ( mesti lah dah embassy yg jemput). Last2 tak jadi lak...lepas tu ada hati nak change to another date lak...ikut suka hati dia jer....

2nd case...
sib baik our long last plan jadi jugak akhirnya...We're in Penang for Miss S wedding....Alahai, kawin a week bf posa...hmm..nak jadi isteri mithali ler tu, masak utk sahur...hehehe. Miss S dah selamat menjadi madam S...And kami sempat utk majlis nikah n kenduri/reception (sepanjang hari lagi) even, kami dah tertinggal flight yg tleh di awalkan without notice (selalu flight delay, nie kelip2 ni pepandai mencepatkan boarding ke 7:10am). Sib baik dapat naik Flight kol 9:10am lak (actually our flight was at 8:35 am)...Tp terpaksa la kami menung kat airport n bfast kat starbuck..heheh. 1st travel by flight pakai baju kebangsaan (kebaya la tu)...ayu2 gitu..."blush*. Even, kipas kapal kelip2 nie punya la kecik, akhir nyer sampai gak kami ke penang. After, nikah, kami gie dewan for acara bersanding...since kami x der transport...5 of us, change plan gie cari keta sewa n sampai ke petang baru sampai hotel...Oh! the hotel is very the very super...Thank to Miss S yg dapat korporat rate...hehehe. Klu rega biasa2 x mampu ler rasanya....masa tu memang dah letih giler...maklumla...tido kol 5am , then bangun at 6:20am trus terkejar2 kesana kemari....On that nite sekkaku dah ada keta, gurlz nite out ler, even semua org kepala dah pusing2...Makan2 at padang kota lagi...n parking malam2 pon kena letak parking fee...apa da....so, kami kena summon RM15...huhuhu. Unbelievable coz ada org majlis bandaran beruniform keja malam ahad utk letakkan kertas saman tu. Even, kat KL x der bayar parking awam memalam n weekend...Majlis bandaran penang memang cekik darah...hahaha. Since tu keta sewa, tak leh scratches sikit pon, if not depa akan deduct deposit...apa lagi Miss Lin yg jd 1st driver seriau abis masa drive...dah ler tak tau jalan nak ke hotel...jalan lak one way...Masa nie la, semua org mula stressful n bertekak dalam keta suh masuk kiri n sorang suh masuk kanan...n sorang suruh trus ke depan...ohh! ntah brapa kali nak pusing2 area yg sama...From dewan org ramai nak ke georgetown, sy jd navigator ngan jaya nyer...ala2 GPS gitu...merangkap tourist guide..siap buat beep..beep...masuk area padang kota..Miss A lak bagi instruction...sy lak terkial2 nak baca nama jalan dalam map...apa lagi...celaru lak...bila Miss A just bagi instruction dah nak masuk kedalam georgetown, yg hotel kami tu dekat2 laut....hmmm...masa nie BFF status pon bleh bertekak...dah ler semua org letih...seletih2 nyer....

1000 HMC - Day 96

Yaho! the sport carnival was over. Sy dapat 1 adidas T-shirt as koordinator terbaik...hehehe! tak sangka sungguh, penat lelah 3 minggu yg dihabiskan di tepi futsal court, badminton court, Basketball court, track stadium berbaloi...it is not that adidas t-shirt but the finale yg gakuseiku buat all out utk perbarisan kontigen...Without their co-operation, sapalah sy sebagai coordinator...So, boleh ler relax2 balik on weekend. Posa pon dah nak dekat, boleh ler beramal dengan tenang...Sy risau sangat nie coz miss A tak returned my sms, my calling all miss called...Dah ler dia seminggu (last week) MC coz batuk and selsema...Adakah salahku yg mengajak dia kluar minum2 kol 11 mlm sabtu ari tu..So, sy dah dapat nengok d proposal ...just citer biasa2 jer..huhuhu. Oh! adakah sempat utk nengok GI Joe before posa...coz this weekend will be at Miss S ( Next week will become Mrs Habib) weeding in Penang..All the Autoboots n Decepticons will be there..utk yahoo2....It's like mini gathering for all my dear frens yg sanggup kluar dr KL n naik ke Penang...

1000 HMC - Day 95

Semenjak 2 menjak nie, sy asyik melayanzzzzzzzz pearl jam thru youtube...oh! down into memory lane mitai...kat mesia nie tak ramai yg kenal pearl Jam..lelebih lg gurl..but I'm just a difference...hehehe. But, majede, pearl jam is so different from any grup...oK LA, mari bercerita pada something else, sambil melayan Pearl jam feat. U2...rockin' in the free world...

Hampir2 menghampiri hari2 terakhir nie, tetiba jer cam ada sirna....is that a light in the end of the tunnel...I just don't now yet...coz sometime is so hard to be brave and be bold...dengan kata lain, main blasah or redah aja...

1000 HMC - Day 94

Friday! what a day!

5:30pm...appointment with my dentist...After asar gegas jumpa dentist, but a little bit late there. my dentist is so bz coz her assistant is on leave. Cian...dia la Dr. n dia la assistant. N ada sorang specialist yg dtg buat tugas2 khas on that day...trust me...he's hensem even pakai mask...hahaha...Both of them, look like couple. I'm so happy if they're coupling coz my Dr. is so cute n single lagi....hehehe. Mesti pasangan sama padan dua2 dentist. So, my Dr. bz nak assisted that another Dr. sampai sy kena tunggu lama gak...There're no big progress. Another 4 Powerchains n 4 spacers cam biasa...Then, rush balik n dinner kat umah bfore going for movie after maghrib...Oh! LDP jam giler babas...dah janji ngan Miss A nak nengok The Proposal even dia tak brapa sihat. Dalam tergesa2 nak kejar ticket tu, ada lak asoh nie melanggar bumper Hiro-ku...Oh! malas nak pikir, then, dia janji bayar balik after ketuk Sy pon x sampai hati nak transform jadi brutal biler nengok dia tengah pregnant...Ah! sy tak peduli, tak mau this xcident spoil my happy hour, girl nite out...hehehe..Then, Miss A sms kata everywhere is jammed even masa nak cari parking. Sy lak tengah jam bratur nak beli ticket. Miss A gelak suprised yg sy sanggup q for the tickets...La...sy nie kan manual type R, tak kisah bratur n tunggu q drpada booked kat online...hahaha....dia kata, asal bukan dia yg bratur suka hati la...huhuhu. then, another 10 minutes movie nak mula, Miss A sampai n cam ticket dah tinggal a FEW. Mesti dapat row depan yg menyakitkan tengkuk jer...Miss A, give up n g lepak2 cari makan...Then, teman dia g Pharmacy cari ubat selsema, batuk etc. Sy kata nak minum something creamy. Either Secret recipe or Starbucks. G Secret recipe depa kata dah nak tutup kedai, so, lepak starbuck ler...hehehe. I'm not so familiar with starbucks...so, blur nak order apa...order cheese cake ( my favorite items) n Frappucino Jelly bla..bla...mak eii! mahai giler babas even dapat diskaun for Jcard member. So, both of us chit chat...even, cheese cake and Frapucino dah abis...buat poyo jer tak mau angkat kaki...then, nengok jam the next show dah nak start balik dah..apa da...klu gie beli ticket next show n lepak starbick tunggu kan kami dah dapat tempat yg baik punyer...so, rush balik ke ticket counter, la....org bratur panjang lagi nak beli ticket even dah near midnite...so, kami decide balik jer la....huhuhu. The horror part biler sesorang gie parking lot...choo kowakatta...dah ler my sandal nie flip flop bunyi dari sebatu dah bleh dengar....Alhamdullilah, sampai gak kat keta cecepat chow! sumpah lain kali tak kan gie kat parking lot sesorang.....