1000 HMC - Day 99

2day is the 1st day posa...last nite gie tarawikh at Mesjid BK...Oh! kena dtg awal coz susah nak dapat parking dekat2 mesjid...so, kena parking jauh2 n berpeluh gak nak jalan kaki dengan telekung yg gedodoh2 tu...1st day unexpectedly, org ramai..biasa la memula ramdhan. semua bersematngat but nengok ler akhir2 ramadhan nanti...Tis year mesjid BK buat standard 8 rakaat. Compare last year, imam akan buat 20 rakaat tp biler dah 8 rakan bleh dikira ngan jari saf yg tinggal...then, yg balik awal nie lak buat bising ngan anak2 n deruman keta n motor yg kluar dr mesjid...memang susah nak concetrated after that utk 4 rakaat yg seterus nya...InsyaALLAH weekdays after keja nak port mesjid negeri...means lepas keja trus tak balik n balik lepas tarawikh...memang very tiring...but nengok la cam mana nanti...de, weekends nak gie mesjid2 lain lak...nak usha2 Miss A..klu2 dia rajin nak join buka posa n tarawikh sesama...

I hope this Ramadhan will be better from the last ramadhans...Balik tarawikh cam nak sambung citer mari bercerita semalam..tp trus kelain lak..tetiba nak dengar lagu the Reason by hoobastank utk mengubat luka dihati...hehehe...Lagu nie dah berkurun lama n susah sekarang nak dengar kat radio dah...so, sy dedicated to somebody...nak dengar2 dengar la, I don't give a damn anymore...hati saya dah hancur berkecai dengan apa org dah buat pada sy...ok! marilah menghayati kesyahduan lyric..lalalala.

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you